Post by tillydeme on Apr 3, 2016 18:32:50 GMT
Hiding Away Bombalurina slumped against the cool edge of the pipe, she had finally managed to catch a break and get some time to herself. She closed her eyes and let out a deep breath to try and relax, sometimes everything just got so overwhelming that she felt she couldn't even breathe around the other cats, but it was the persona that she had chosen. Opening her eyes she pulled her knees to her chest and enjoyed the feeling that the cool pipe had on her back instead of the burning sunlight from outside. She loved this place, it was her escape when she didn't feel like going back to her den, when she didn't want to be found. She classed this particular pipe as a special place. Her and Munkustrap had discovered it back when they were still teenagers, awkward and trying to fit in, before they became who they were today. Bombalurina couldn't help the small smile that crossed her face at the thought. They had once spent a lot of time together in this particular place but since they had grown up they hardly saw each other. Bombalurina hadn't been to this spot in quite a while either if she were honest, but it was still special. The maze of pipes you had to go through to get to this particular spot made it the perfect place to hide out because as far as she was aware, Munkustrap was the only other cat who knew the hideaway.She doubted he had been here in ages either.It seemed everytime she caught a glimpse of him he was running some errand or solving a problem. Munkustrap had been her only confident growing up, someone she could talk to and not feel judged. Whether he thought that was his job as a future leader or whether he genuinely cared didn't bother her because she trusted him and he didn't judge, and to her that was all that mattered. Everyone always assumed that her and the slightly older Demeter were best buddies but the two Queens were too different, but also too much alike. There were moments they connected but they were few and far between. Bombalurina was still unsure around the golden queen, there was something about her she just didn't trust completely.But then again she didn't trust anyone if she were honest with herself. Burying her face in her arms she choked back a small sob as her mind kept coming back to one thought, "Why am I so alone?" |
(OOC: I posted my first thread XD)